January Entry

          When I am in 2011, which is form 4, my parent kept telling me 'Wei Fai , you better study lah, don't play your laptop already! Next year is your spm year. Stop playing and go study right now!!!!'At that time I told my parent ' chillax lah, one more year what , nothing to be afraid of.' Now, here comes the HUGE 2012 ,which is my spm year already. Though I am not really afraid of getting bad results on my spm( since now is just the 1st month of the year, I got 7 months time to study), but still I really need some time to study because i have lots of stuff to study. Since now is just the 1st month of the year, January, I tell myself 'ok, I  will study during Chinese New Year holidays, since I have 1 and a half week to study, so i play  then only I study for spm.'. But things did not go as I planned. My mother had planned activities for everyday from morning til night, visiting my uncle, friends, cousin, go eat dinner with my grandma, take ANG PAO(which i have been waiting for 1 year long just to get those red packets  filled with lots of money  from my parent , uncles, anunties, grandparents), go outing with my friends, blah blah blah. There goes my ultimate study plan. Even though I did not managed to get some study, not even a single bit, AT LEAST I managed to find sometime to finish my homework (which I do not enjoy doing it), luckily. Right now I feel terrified and feel very useless at this point.What I can do right now is to pray that I can have some time in the 1st week of the February to do some revision.( and I also hope that my beloved English teacher will not change this monthly journal to weekly journal...)